害怕

UPDATE!!! 12.11.09
SORE EYES!
Early in the morning, my eyes keep on popping up the ''green'' liquid.
i keep on rubbing away.. den i realise i kana SORE EYES.
I faster go toilet see, my left eye are red..
i faster shout for help .. faster ask my mum to see..
I super afraid.Cos i rmb last time i first time kana sore eyes is FUCKING PAINFUL.
I cant realli open my eyes. IT's veri scary. LIke my world has become darkness.
DEn i faster take cab down to Thomson Medical see doctor.
I dont dare to close my eyes. I scare it getting worst.
Keep on open my eyes BIG BIG.
Doctor say is due to my flu and cough.
Haiix.. Having cough+flu + sore throat already make me want to XXXX, nOw + sore eyes. WALAO!
My temper is already up to MAX. ONCe it explode, i dunno what happen next..

i never go sch today..
rest at home..
watch 不良笑花 =)) So funny and cute!
Hot shot is getting not nice .. quite boring ..
so i already stop at epi12. Once i get all the epi den i watch all at once..

我要呼呼！！！
i need something to cheer mi up now ..

I jux had a dream.
A dream that make me wanna cry..
it's very scary.
The fact that i dont want to face..
i dont want this to happen in real life...

i'm alone now ...
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MY  throat is getting Better than b4 =))))
NOt much pain now..

BUT

my voice WORST than ytd =((( 

my voice sha sha de..  sobsob ..

 i want my voice to be back.  

Going to see doctor later after sch...
haiix..
my sore throat med had ate finish..

Medicine to eat = sore throat + cough + flu + antibiotic*
I wanna sleep man..
so tired..
dunno y when i'm sick, i feel like sleeping all the time.

any good food in front of me oso no mood to eat.
i cant taste anything =((
all are tasteless to mi ..

i wish i can recover as soon as possible..

anyone want to eat my chocolate in my fridge? Royce- champagne
anyone want to eat my haagen dazs strawberry ice cream?
welcome to my hse to eat =))

listening to upside down = A*teens.
remind me of memories in sec life.. hee..
funny memories..




好累。
希望这一切能快点结束。