ONE MORE MTH...

ONe more mth.. 

To my 18 b'day.. 

18 18 18 18 18 18 18 18...

I already have plans  to celebrate on my b'day.. 

too many things happen to mi..

i dont feel like celebrating it..

jux normal life.. 

it's not a big day to mi neither.. 

This year is changing my life to a new life which i hate it .. 

forcing by others.. 

my words to them are useless..

cant do anything..

it's been decided ever since i born here.. 

now i start to question myself..

Wish do come true?

Nope .. 

it wont come true even u make a wish..

it's jux a normal words from ur mouth.. 

Fairy tales are FAKE .

Dreams are FAKe.

Wishes are FAKE.

EVerything to mi are FAKE.

There's no REAL thing in my mind.. 

All these are LIES in my life.. 

i dont wanna to believe all  these anymore.. 

BELIEVE is also a LIE.

Everything in this world is useless to mi.. 

i'm turning to another person.. 

Dont be surprise.. 

It's TRUE.