I have decided my future!

today i discussed wif my relatives..
haven started say a few sentences..
my tears start to roll down..
i break down..
i too stress up during this few days..
after nafa called mi..

During this few days, i've been trying myself not to think too much..
stare at the sky..
lie on my bed..
listening those songs that u sang before..
looking at my lao gong - Wu chun..
do nothing...
emoing..

i keep on asking myself..
which path i like the most..
which path suit mi..
what's my future?!
why some ppl able to decide their future super easy..
why some ppl able to know what's they realli need..
why cant i be one of them?!
den i wont be confused till now..

i know pharmacy science is a good course.
after grad. i can work in hospital or in drug company..
it's a limited space for mi to work in..
while in visual com..
i can to be photographer, advertisement design, graphic design etc..
better still work in my uncle company..

i decided to study in NAFA.

my aunt has persuaded my mum..
my uncle oso..

Will my interest harm mi..
OR
my interest help mi..

i know u guys dont want mi to regret anything..
choose the path which can earn money..
choose the path which has future..

i jux nw check RP web..
it enable to refund the money within two weeks.
first two wks start studying..
i tink i'm going to try it ..
tmr i'm goin to call RP to confirm again..
If there's true.. i will try it ..

In the past, i always believe fate has already decided for us..
but now.. i tink that we can control fate and future in our hands..
but not in love..

i'm glad that u will respect my decision..
it's really a big motivation for mi..
i know ur mind set is as same as others..
u also want me to choose clearly..
dont always think that others dunno how u feel right now..
i know how u feel..
i know the feelings more than others..
dont try to fake wif mi..
bring out ur true colour..

我要你真的面目
而不是你的假裝。