NIGHTMARE!!!

Am i dreaming? Is this reality or fake? Please wake mi up.. Nightmare is here..

Today is realli a big impact for mi. Two things come together and i cant accept it in a sudden. First thing is my art.. Art is important for mi, is my future. My dream is to be a designer. If i drop art now, how can my dream come true? I thinking to take a business course or design course. My poa paper just pass.. how can i be an accountant? So i cant DROP ART!!!

Second is my Chinese paper. My teacher say i done very badly for this paper. Today i know why my teacher sae that to mi. I realli BADLY BADLY DONE FOR MY PAPER!!!! I first time get this result!!! HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN TO MI!!! Chinese is the only subject that i can score well for my O'lvl. Chinese is also my strongest subject!!! English i cant make it .. and now chinese.. I have one week to work hard for O'level Chinese. Is not that this is only mid year, i know i already badly done for this exam.. BUt is the marks that affect mi.. If u know what i mean, u will know my feelings..

[[抱太多的希望，只能 让你失望!!]]

Why am i so unlucky?! I really cant accept this. Every one seem that i am the strongest girl. I have no problems to solve. Everyday happy eva after.. BUt every one will has their weakness. TOday i cant control my emotion. Sorri for my friends that i scare u guys. THank you for standing beside mi. I need time to recover.. please forgive mi ...Leave mi alone...